I think the saddest thing I have seen in humanity is our lack of showing humanity. We take one another for granted. When one is sick or hurt, we pour out our love— in mountains. But outside of painful situations or special occasions how often do we stop to show love for one another? We often forget— the absense of reminders can cause just as much pain.
I have come to realize, despite hating drama, I crave pain. It is when I am in pain or need that those around me show me they care or love me. It is similar to training an animal. If I say no and you obey you get a treat. For me I have been trained that if I feel pain those around me will try to remind me I am loved. With pain comes comfort. When I do not feel pain they forget that I still need them and their love. People are willing to reach out when they see issues, but without that need to reach out, few look outside of themselves.
We have come to a terrifying point. A point where another person only matters when they are hurting, otherwise, it is all about number one.
